I must have drank soap... cuz I'm FOAMIN'

I've had a tough day.... I have been craving something all day... nothing particular nor satisfying. But I tried. So tonight out of desperation I asked DH to get me some chinese soup, wonton..... that's all it took. I vomited ( which normally has brought nasty but quick releif not today!!! It's been an hour and I'm still feeling AWFUL! I want it to end. But you sow what you reap. I've been foaming for about 1/2 hour no end in sight!!

I'm always sick or full.

Hmm not sure what's going on for me but everyday I'm sick either full or foods not sitting right. It doesn't matter what I eat! Everyday is tough but that really helps me throught the Holidays not much food for faye! LOL.Hopefully I'll feel better come the new year and still lose weight!

199 and feeling fine!

This was one of my goals....to be under 200! First time I ever remember being under 200lbs. I still look fat but who cares.... the scales not lying ( this time LOL). I can wear my hubbys jacket ( large mens) my 12 yr old 90lb sons sweatshirt ( large boys) now to be honest it fits and zips but if I were to move too much it would burst the zipper. LOL. But I can get it on! The bra that fits best is a 38D!!! The only smaller size I can remember is 7th grade 36 C... Yikes. I cannot eat so many things. Puerto Rican rice makes me "foam" regular rice goes okay but no more than a table spoon. I'm getting in almost all the required liquids as long as I stick to hot tea. I feel good though and I don't think I look ill. Everyday I have a problem eating... very uncomfortable but at least the weights coming off again. So it don't matter how yucki I feel. it passes. My hair is coming out!!

Get the Cramp outta here!

on December 18, 2008 4:11 amPublished
For the last couple of years, everytime I've bent over I would feel a really strong cramp in my upper abdomen. It got to the point I would try to contort myself whenever I had to pick something up so that I could avoid the pain. Yesterday I noticed the cramp is gone. I bent over no problem!!! I never told anyone about this because I knew it was due to too much belly fat! Too embarrasing. Losing this much weight in a short period of time is hard to grasp. I look in the mirror and see a difference, I look in the scale and see it moving (albeit slowly) but I don't see what others see, a supposedly, enormous change. It's that old tale, once you're fat you never go back... NO WAIT NOT THAT ONE!! It's once you're fat you never see anyone other than a fat chick looking back at you in the mirror!!! Yeah that's the one. NOT like I'm skinny by anymeans but I think I'm probably thinner than what I see.

Hair Falling out!

Well it's happened my hair is falling out. It's been going for a year now, but I can see it more rapidly in the last couple of days. But I knew it would come, I'm just hoping it's not too bad. And what I do lose comes back.My appetite is pretty low right now. Just not in the mood to eat more cheese I guess. That's all that's really going down well. That and hot tea, matter of fact that's how I'm getting my liquids all hot tea all day, about 5-6 10 oz cups! Just not hungry though. No, really, Faye's not hungry??